1. |
Miss U
07:50
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Seniors dancing in the park
I sit watching til after dark
Thinking of my own past
I wonder will it ever last
I miss u always but don't come home
You're better off in the mountains oh
Save your happiness
It's gonna dry up miss
Well I miss u always
I miss u always
I miss u always
I miss u always
Wait for a little yeah wait for a little and you wait too short
Wait for a while yeah wait for a while and you wait too long
Who will I call when it's late at night and I'm out on my last straw
Well can I call you? I'm gonna call you
And I'm so fucked up, so I ask if I can walk
Well can I walk?! Can I walk!?
Can I walk?! Can I walk?!
Let me walk! I wanna walk!!
Maybe this time I'll wake up new
Without these scars and all this bad news
Something's got to change
Someone stares into my door
I really should have locked that door
I can't feel my own face
Well I miss u always
Yeah I miss u always
Making out on the front porch
I listen softly as our lips contort
Something's got to change
And I can't tell you what is wrong
Cause if I tell you then you will run
Something's got to change
Well I miss you always
Yeah I miss u always
I miss u always
Yeah I miss u always
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2. |
My Eyes/Sweet Baby
09:18
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You body is so soft
I love way your hair curls
The feeling of your auburn locks
That crooked smile of yours
You know how it goes
Cause you're in this too
But we're two different people
And I'm still confused
Now I changed my mind
I don't wanna be with you
I can only look through I can!
It starts to pick up heavy now
I feel little aroused
My body's feeling tingly
You look into my vacancy
My eyes are in another space
I'm thinking of someone else
I can't believe I'm here again
I can't believe I'm here again and then you're done
Lingering thoughts of, makeouts past
The memory of her fingers, touching my breasts
Caressing me softly, making me feel so warm
Her teeth running over my open sores
My body freezes and I can't move
You continue to touch me, while I lay there with you
And I feel so sad, but I don't know why
Well I think it's over now, so I start to cry
You look into my eyes
But there's nothing there
I've disconnected from
My body and
I'm thinking of another
Just to get me there
Another body but I'm
I'm still stuck in here
.......
.......
Sweeeeeettt Babyyyyyy
Sweeeeeettt Babyyyyyy
Well I never thought I'd be able
To feel so goooood
But now that I'm with you
I feel so understooood
And III II can't beee lieve
You're so beautiful and so into me
I wanna wrap you in my arms
And give you so much love
Cause when we're together
We always have such fun
Sweet babby
You make me feel ohhhh you make me feel so good
Sweet darling
I've never been ohhhh I've never so damn sure
I've never felt anything
Quite like this
I love waking up next to you
And sharing a morning kiss
And I'm little worried that I'm too involved
But it's ok cause I know you and you love love
And now that I'm with you I don't
feel so scared anymore
Cause you hold me up
And I always feel so assured
That you will be there
For me even when you are scared
I won't run, yeah I won't run
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3. |
Lost City
07:26
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This city seems
So different now
Different how?
I don't know
I walk street to street
I don't feel my feet
Grace the sidewalk
I float along the park
My head's gone
Along, with the friends
I once held near
So dear, but now almost forgotten
Where did I go wrong
Did I push them away?
Were we destined to fall
Out of touch??
What's wrong with me?!?
No! What's wrong with you?!?!!!!
I am so tired of thinking of others before myself
I need to fight for those who fight for me
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4. |
Feminine Performance
04:53
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Line my eyes with filth for someone
I don't even like or a stranger
Dress in lace and silk for a story
Shave my arms and pray pray
I wish that I could feel real
I wish that I could be seen
So carry it on my back
I'm sick of all this running around
For this thing that I that I that I
I didn't choose
And they think that I'm a freak
I can see it in your eyes that you want something more
What kind of bitch am I
What kind of meat do I have packing
I feel like a loose end
I feel like an eye sore
My soul is screaming but I'm not listening
I think that it's time to wear what I like
And not what you want me to be
And not what you want to see
Cause I'm my own person
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5. |
02/09/2019
08:57
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February 9th,
2am
It was a Saturday
I came to get you
But you weren't there
Thinking about you now,
I want to erase u, my memories of us
And all those wasted hours
Drunk, at 3pm
Why do I still think about you
Why do I still worry
Why why
Why why
There's something deep in the waters
Deeper than I could ever imagine
Swaying, slowly, beneath my consciousness
It's as if, it's as if I've been dreaming for years
Now I've woken up, and I can really feel it
A place to stay, without your thoughts
Without your judgement
Without your problems
So many times I tried to rebuild
I wanted to fix your problems
What you gave to me without your thought or my consent
My brain screams, and it sounds like this...
I'm SOO TIRED, I'm so tired
I'M TIRED OF LOOKING FOR YOU
WHEN I'M WALKING AROUND TOWN
AND I FEEL YOU, DEEP IN MY HEAD
AND I CAN'T RUN I CAN'T ESCAPE THE MEMORY
OF YOU HOLDING ME DOWN
AND MY EYES SCREAMING
WHY WHY WHY WHYYYYY
Please no please stop, I don't want you to do this, please stop
I'm fine, it's ok, I don't care, he's not here
It's fine it's fine I'm fine I'm fine
It's ok it's ok it's ok it's ok
I don't care I don't care I don't care I don't care
They don't care they don't care they don't care
He's not here he's not here he's never here he's never here
I'm not scared I'm not scared is he scared is he scared
I'm fine it's fine I'm fine it's fine I'm fine it's fine
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6. |
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Hold me like it's
January
Baby, look into
My eyes
Fall asleep
with my head on your chest
Think of me
Even when I'm not close
The sun can't hold us back
The rain can't hold us back
My mind is full of so many places
But it all fades, when I'm with you
Who ever thought a pretty leo like you could break my walls
You nurture me you give me all that I need
So...
Kiss me, touch me slowly,
Feel my, heart beat honey,
Love me like it's always been
Be my baby, until we're totally still
I'm waking up
I'm waking up
Kiss me kiss me kiss me baby
Touch me touch me touch me please
Tender tender tenderly
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7. |
Beautiful Faggots
07:45
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Waking up to roses
Surrounded by loyalty
Feeling kind of quiet
Crying in harmony
Someone I can't remember
Always told me
Don't get your hopes up
It all dies eventually
Now I don't want to
Feel like I have to be
Slowed down when I feel like
Running
Maybe it's time that I let go
Allow myself to see
To love how I want to
And be free
Promise me
Love
Promise me
Love
Everyone's holding me
Everyone's holding me
Everyone's holding me
Everyone's holding me
Up
I WANT YOU
I WANT YOU
I WANT YOU
I will love you forever
I will love you forever
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