02/09/2019

from Thunder & Yearning by GorpoPap

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February 9th,
2am
It was a Saturday
I came to get you
But you weren't there
Thinking about you now,
I want to erase u, my memories of us
And all those wasted hours
Drunk, at 3pm
Why do I still think about you
Why do I still worry
Why why
Why why
There's something deep in the waters
Deeper than I could ever imagine
Swaying, slowly, beneath my consciousness
It's as if, it's as if I've been dreaming for years
Now I've woken up, and I can really feel it
A place to stay, without your thoughts
Without your judgement
Without your problems
So many times I tried to rebuild
I wanted to fix your problems
What you gave to me without your thought or my consent
My brain screams, and it sounds like this...

I'm SOO TIRED, I'm so tired
I'M TIRED OF LOOKING FOR YOU
WHEN I'M WALKING AROUND TOWN
AND I FEEL YOU, DEEP IN MY HEAD
AND I CAN'T RUN I CAN'T ESCAPE THE MEMORY
OF YOU HOLDING ME DOWN
AND MY EYES SCREAMING
WHY WHY WHY WHYYYYY
Please no please stop, I don't want you to do this, please stop
I'm fine, it's ok, I don't care, he's not here
It's fine it's fine I'm fine I'm fine
It's ok it's ok it's ok it's ok
I don't care I don't care I don't care I don't care
They don't care they don't care they don't care
He's not here he's not here he's never here he's never here
I'm not scared I'm not scared is he scared is he scared
I'm fine it's fine I'm fine it's fine I'm fine it's fine

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from Thunder & Yearning, released September 18, 2020

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